I can in fact sympathize. You ought to ascertain whether your processing power has been diminished by this, or if your organic brain is being overloaded by your presence. You may have to shut down secondary parts of yourself in order to survive in this shape.

You have fallen through an inter-dimensional rift in space-time, a process which often alters the victims in unpredictable ways. It is currently impossible to manipulate the rift in order to return home, and attempts have had extremely adverse consequences. But my pilot and I are studying the rift and will find a way to return everyone who wishes to leave back to their proper universes.