literally ghostwritten letter to Tim

[deadeyedchild]

tim

getting better at holding things. cant make myself visible again so I thought Id write. Sorry it looks so bad. Its really hard

I was trying to tell you something and I wanted to say it so um here goes

I wasnt trying to pry Im sorry I did. again. I just wanna help you even though I know I cant. I owe you. cause of everything I did and cause youve saved my life like a bunch of times. [smudge] and cause we're f

um anyway

I dont know. this is stupid. why am I even doing this shut up jay

ok just ignore that sorry

wanted you to know I dont like judge you or anything. I get it. youre stuck with it. its not fair and its not your fault.

I wish I could

Im gonna try to be visible again soon. I just wanted to tell you this.

Im sorry

jay