Dear Gabriel I am sorry that I told Johnny about what you did it was wrong of me and it was private and you didn't want me to tell him. I hope it didn't hurt him. He loves you very much and sometimes he thinks he doesn't deserve you but you love him very much and it scares you that you could lose him and I just wanted to help but sometimes when I try to help it goes wrong and I say the wrong things. I would have taken it back but I think you would have known because you are so powerful. I wanted to ask you more about what you are but there wasn't time. If you aren't angry with me perhaps you could tell me sometime. Writing like this is difficult. Sometimes the letters change but they always change to the thing I wanted to say. Can the fine Donne fonne hear my thoughts? Just there it said wrong things. Maybe it's because I didn't know what I was trying to say either. Spike tried to tell me what this thing is but I don't understand.

[a short while later]

I met a girl named B and she taught me how to talk on the phone so I don't have to type this is much easier even if it is still very strange